I'm tired of everything. I don't want this anymore. I thought I was happy. But now my life is a nightmare! Maybe, I need change my habits and realize my achievements.
But I still want to forget everything: what I did, what I thought... What is happening? I don't understand anything around me.
Maybe I'm getting crazy, and why not? I don't know.
Why think when you can feel? I DON'T KNOW!
This is a societal pattern. It's unfair, but I deserve it. I have the worst past. I was a "bad girl". I made the most horrible things in the world.
But I'm over it and think the best is to stop it. I won't decide anything about anything and the ones troubled with it can leave now, and stop bugging me.
I wish I could change my address, because I don't want you close to me anymore.
(2010-06-27) Ana Letícia de Azevedo Cajazeira
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